Sweet Memory ♥

Today holidays are STARTED ! 

Wish all of my dear friends HAPPY HOLIDAYS :D

After fetching my brother went to the tuition centre at Kajang .

My mum bring me to Belakong to eat my favorite food ` PANMEE ! :D

I MISS IT SO MUCH !  ♥ 

I really love my mum 

Because I just said I want to eat it then she bring me go .

After that , I went to tuition with my BEST FRIEND , Anqi  ♥ 

Long time did't chat with her :(

After tuition we went to Hailam and had a tea time :D

I ordered a ice-cream that contain 2 scope of ice-cream :D

1 is Chocolate , 1 is Strawberry 

This two type of ice-cream is my favorite ! :D

I keep smiling when I'm eating the ice-cream xD

Anqi saw me then said ; '' You look like never eat an ice-cream before ''

HAHAHAHA ! 

Actually ,

Every time I eat an ice-cream 

I will feel I'm a child XD

Because I like to eat sweet thing 

Especially is ICE-CREAM 

When I eat it , although my mood are worst 

I will be HAPPY and HAPPY ! :D  ♥

My Ice-Cream ♥

A Dream .

Yesterday ,
I get a dream about my parents are scolding me about my examination result :(
I was telling my dad about my BM result in the car .
Me ; Dad , I get 60% for my BM and I get 67% on my paper 2 .
Dad ; So ? You think it's so good ?
When I heard my dad said this ,
My emotion are being down and down .

Yesterday I told my mum I get 71% on my BI
And this is the first time that I get more than 70%
But my mum just said ; '' Don't though it's a good result , try harder please ! ''
On the time ,
my eyes are full of tears :'(
I really feel sad about my parents will telling me this kind of things
I found that they won't encourage me
THEY WON'T DO IT !

Encouragement , I NEED IT TOO !
Why my parents won't encourage me ?
It's so hard to do it ?
Or I am not qualified to get any encouragement ? :(

Dear dad and mum ;
I know how stupid am I .
I know , my brothers are smart
I also hope that I can be like them
But everyone have own brain ,
every brain are not same .
You can't force me :(
Now , the things that I can do is study .
STUDY HARD to get a better result .
Please !
Don't take brothers's result and compare with mine .
I really will feel sad for every time you said my brothers are always BETTER than me :'(

Sometimes ,
I really need some encouragement :(
A hug , can give me become becalm :'(

# Encouragement are IMPORTANT . 

I HATE MYSELF :'(

15-8-2012
Tomorrow holidays will be START !
But , I think I will have a bad holidays :(
Because I get a bad result of Trial :'(

I really feel sad about my result
I though my BI paper 1 can get higher
I though the total amount of BC's mark I can get higher than what I get
I can't imagine what I get in BM paper 1 ,
I really CAN'T IMAGINE what I did :(
I though , I though ~
What I though , I can't get it :(

Sorry to MYSELF :(
I know how hard did I study
I know I'm lazy .
I did't study hard for this Trial
Because I though it's not IMPORTANT
I though PMR is important than Trial
But I was wrong
Now , I'm regret for this
But it was too late :(

Just like SEJARAH
Tomorrow is Sejarah examination , I just start study tonight
And I can't sleep late
So I just studied 1 character ; Dol Said
How about others ?
I just rely on my memory
Although I can't memorise all topic of Sejarah
But luckily I get 40/60
I know it's BAD
But I already try my best :(

Now ...
I'm trying to improve my English , Bahasa Cina and Bahasa Melayu .
I hope I can get a better result in PMR :(

#What you had studied , what you will get .
Iris ; STUDY HARD FROM NOW !