I HATE MYSELF :'(

15-8-2012
Tomorrow holidays will be START !
But , I think I will have a bad holidays :(
Because I get a bad result of Trial :'(

I really feel sad about my result
I though my BI paper 1 can get higher
I though the total amount of BC's mark I can get higher than what I get
I can't imagine what I get in BM paper 1 ,
I really CAN'T IMAGINE what I did :(
I though , I though ~
What I though , I can't get it :(

Sorry to MYSELF :(
I know how hard did I study
I know I'm lazy .
I did't study hard for this Trial
Because I though it's not IMPORTANT
I though PMR is important than Trial
But I was wrong
Now , I'm regret for this
But it was too late :(

Just like SEJARAH
Tomorrow is Sejarah examination , I just start study tonight
And I can't sleep late
So I just studied 1 character ; Dol Said
How about others ?
I just rely on my memory
Although I can't memorise all topic of Sejarah
But luckily I get 40/60
I know it's BAD
But I already try my best :(

Now ...
I'm trying to improve my English , Bahasa Cina and Bahasa Melayu .
I hope I can get a better result in PMR :(

#What you had studied , what you will get .
Iris ; STUDY HARD FROM NOW !